I first wanted to do this sometime around 2018. I recognized the skills earlier on however unaware what I would want to do with the skills. I have always helped others to heal in one way or another, even as a young child but unaware of what that meant truly, unaware of a gift.
Tracing back to at least 2018, it’s been 2,555 days
This has cost me a lot of money for nursing school! The peace of operating in my true self. This has cost me heartache as I absorbed more than I could expel for lack of wisdom regarding my calling. This has cost me pain as a result of self doubt, constantly denying self and time that I could have been focused on my own inner world instead of competing in the outer world for their paper acknowledgment (although helpful, depending)
I had lost ME as a result of split identity. And a lot of sleep and confidence!