Who will go for us? God asks this question to those called according to his purpose, so guess what that's a basic right + responsibility for all believers: that's you and me brothers + sisters. I don't know about the specifics of your journeys, or what God is requiring of you today, but I want to encourage you by saying do not abandon your post! I struggle so many days with not being willing to give my all. I am committed to my stand 100% (I think), I will never give up ( I say), but then those cracks in my armor wear me down. I get tired of fighting. I get tired of not seeing progress. I get tired of the pain of rejection. That passage in Isaiah has long been a favorite of mine. Take me into the holy of holies-that beautiful song has been a favorite of mine for many years, but now it's not just the love of a beautiful passage + music that tugs at my heart. It is a war call, it is a funeral hymn about dying to myself, it is a call to surrender that must not go unanswered! It is a reminder that our time here on earth must count for something! When you go to church and see these sweet families and missionaries coming to the stage to share all the amazing testimonies of how God saved great numbers at their recent trip or event, it is easy for me to fall prey to the enemies lies that I am not doing something big enough for the kingdom, that my stand is merely the consequences of failing as a wife. Like here are these people doing all this exciting work for your kingdom + I can't hardly get out of bed to show up for service. Self pity is a deadly thing! Comparison is the theif of joy. The pastor that married us had + still has a heart for marriages. He and his wife moved to Mexico several years ago for just that to help save marriages. One on the things he would say often in his preaching was that a Godly home and a strong marriage is the greatest fortress against the enemy. The enemy knows this + that is why he comes so hard for it. I believe the reason the enemy is so relentless against some marriages + not others is he know the potential our marriages have for God's kingdom. He is not just being a bully and picking on the weak + dying ones. He is trying to eliminate those fortresses. He knows that if he can't cut them off early they will become untouchable. He is right! I remember a time about 6 months into my stand when I God asked me to go to a funeral, the first time I would have seen my husband in months and our first public appearance. I begged + pleaded with the Lord: ask me to do anything else, this is too hard, I will never be able to tolerate that much pain. Then this scripture struck me down! Who will go for US?!?! I am asking you Hildy Jane ( that's what I get called when I'm in trouble or need to pay closer attention). You are not doing this just out of respect and support of the family, its not just the socially right thing to do. It what WE , the Eternal the God of heavenly armies is drafting you for. All you have to do is obey the call and this invincible army will fight for you. I could see those fierce winged warriors lined up before and behind and all around me. As I walked down that aisle with hundreds of human eyes on me, as I heard my husband sitting behind me weeping and felt the deep pain of the role of being a gentle comforting wife having been severed from me, the shame of being a left woman. I felt every blow from the enemy, I felt every once of pain and it was more than I could bear, but I also felt deep peace. I felt victorious. I felt the Holy Spirit coursing through every cell of my body. I knew that in my weakness his glory was shining through and he was so so proud of me. I know many of you have stories like this. Many of you have been called to do much harder things and live under much harsher cruelities. But know this: you have made and are making him proud. You are joined by the greatest army of all. You have been will be and right now are victorious. So answer that call! Listen for that call and know that when you do you are walking in the exact purpose you were creating for. Its not glamorous, you don't get called to the stage, often the world and even fellow believers don't see or even validate this victory, but it is real, it is true, it is eternal! I love you all and am praying for you and this mighty fortresses He is restoring all over the globe!!!

a little list to keep me on check😅

“And the vessel that he was making from clay was spoiled in the hand of the potter; so he made it over, reworking it into another vessel as it seemed good to the potter to make it.” ‭‭Jeremiah‬ ‭18‬:‭4‬ ‭AMPC‬‬ God is reworking us into new vessels deemed good and fit by Him, the Master. May we remain pliable and moldable in His hands.

Greetings! 🙋🏽‍♀️ I have watched The Kingdom Marriage Model videos on YouTube for many months now. I am just now discovering this KMM Skool community. What are your thoughts on the following: 1) Standing for the reconciliation of a marriage where the husband has been physically, mentally and emotionally abusive, financially neglectful and unfaithful? Unfaithful to the point of being physically abusive. 2) I have not heard from my husband since September 2024. He went from calling me 50 times a day to nothing. No word. Not an email, not a text. Do you think this is God's way of showing me it is time to move on? Is this God's way of setting me free? He ran right before he was to show up to court for domestic violence.

Never despise, look over or think less of, the small things. For every great journey begins with the first small step. Every great book begins with the first small letter. And every reconciliation of marriages start with that first small gesture. God does big and great things but they dont just happen, they start in that small step toward each other, that small gesture of kindness. Maybe even in that one small good thought that open the door of total surrender. Dont despise the small things but instead be grateful and thankful for all things from the Lord. Does that mean every good gesture or thought will lead to reconciliation, no. But we never know which one will. So if God has laid it upon on your heart to do it, then do it. But if God has laid it upon someone else to do it towards you, receive it and be thankful. Lord, thank You for the small things. Many times I over look that little things because im focused on the problem or the big picture. Help me to see and be greatful for the small things, help me to thank You for all things in my life, both great and small. Because all those small things add up. Thank You Lord. Lord, I pray for the one reading this right now. As they read this post, bring back to their memory the small things that has happen that they failed to see or just over looked them all together. Show them that You are working in these small gestures, these little winks, these crumbs of kindness to falls their way. Even the dogs eat the crumbs from the masters table. Let us eat the crumbs from Your table today Lord. In Jesus name I pray, Amen.