Life is all about figuring out what fulfills you right? And I’ve totally been going through the loops of trying new things over and over, I know it’s probably making you dizzy. And I’m SO sorry for that.
But somehow, accidentally, I’ve stumbled across something that’s filling my cup in wild ways I’ve never experienced, and I need to follow it.
It’s the first time I feel like I’ve found my creative outlet, and I’ve decided to actively pursue writing, poetry specifically.
I wanted to be a writer when I was young. I’ve got like 10 books partially written or mapped out etc etc. But they were always such big projects.
Poetry feels like I can tell a story and move on without sitting in it for years. I feel so free and full of life from writing, and I know I need to follow it, develop my skills, and see where it can take me.
It’s my first creative pursuit I’m taking seriously, instead of helping creatives with theirs. Scary!!
One of the many reasons I didn’t make the 3am Thinkers Club paid for a while was because I didn’t want to be locked into anything in case I did change. I wanted to feel it out properly before I committed committed. And I’m so glad I did. I’ll keep this here for a while because I still love the conversations, but I wanted to let you know first that it won’t evolve into a paid thing, because I want to pursue art and creativity, something I didn’t think I’d ever be able to say.
Thanks a million for being with me through this and giving me another go when I have been all over the shop the past few years. I have no idea what’s next for me, but I’m so thoroughly thriving in using my brain for creativity. I have no way of explaining the pleasure it’s bringing me.
If you are interested - totally zero pressure as it's pretty dark stuff - I can be found at @poet.tri on Insta Much muccch love xx