Hello everyone, I have decided to write the follow up on my journey here because I just feel it’s the best I can do than rather just keep it to myself. I’m 20 now, Ive been understanding more and more how to let go and I can proudly say that I’m Getting better day by day. From when I lost my job to now was like reset that my soul cried for years and years. I went into issue because I couldn’t relax with all those years of just moving nonstop. But I prayed and let God teach me. Surrendered my soul, the thoughts, and just life. I feel like I am creating my self so fundamentally that I am now practicing how to breath, how to stand, how to even see. I asked my friend if he also sometimes saw in 4k when he gets high. (Something that happens to me sometimes). And he explained to me that blindness comes from your eyes just being really fucking tired. And when I looked in the mirror my eyes are too dark, eye bags like crazy. The fact that I just didn’t care to look over me shook me. I would place other way above me, without knowing why. But all that dissolved, and is dissolving day by day. Currently im getting ready to take a leap in crypto which is something I’ve been doing for a year now, but never really implemented what I learned and knew and just burned a lot of money. But it’s different now I’m taking on life with a much different perspective of life, love and myself. Not being scared of life of learning and becoming what God wants for me. And when it all seems to be ending it’s when it’s barely starting :) Amen