Most of the time I generally feel positive, I have done a lot of healing over the years for different experiences, but today I really don’t feel myself. So I thought I’d do a post because I know how important it is to speak up.
I am a mum to a little lady who has fought cancer, and has lost her leg in the process to save her life essentially. Some days are better than others. We are on a prosthesis journey right now. There are days when it fits easy and other days it doesn’t for some reason, and this really stresses out my Freya. And in turn stresses me out.
Sometimes I bounce back quickly, and other times the feeling stays. I am trying not to suppress it when it gets too much.
We have yet another prosthetist appointment incoming through the post. Which I really dislike because appointments can interrupt my schedule.
There are times when I feel like a really bad mum, I know it’s out of my control but wheeling her around more often than not lately is taking its toll. I just want her to grow in confidence and independence. I know these negative thoughts are far from the truth.
I just wanted to put this out there because i know it’s important to speak up about our struggles.
Lots of love