Hey all. I know that I haven't been posting consistently for a while guys.
Firstly, I want to apologise for that but after recent events I have already talked about, I really spiralled back into bad habits and started watching porn again which I never thought I would do considering how good I felt without it.
Uploads will be coming again real soon. I really want to push on with this channel now and I feel like I have taken the necessary amount of time away to heal and prioritise my health before adding more layers to my life again.
I've been getting stuck into basketball coaching and playing and just on the end of a demanding week for my team but the main thing is that I am feeling way better now and that I can handle to tackle more.
One thing I forgot about that porn does is that it makes you feel like nothing in your life works. You suffer with anhedonia which basically means you lose the enjoyment of pretty much any activity or task you do. No wonder how I was so on it with my channel before Christmas.
Anyway, enough said. There's plenty of work to be done but I just want to say that it only takes a few days retaining and no porn to regain your enjoyment of normal every day tasks and your drive to accomplish something great in your life.
RWYDT. 🫵🏼