No I am not on steroids by the way.
Guys, I crashed out today in the gym today after being annoyed by people's antics. There's this dude who came to my bench and asked me for how many set left. I replied one more set. Dude was about to turn around and walk away. I called out to dude and said "can you spot me very quick so I can make this quick for us?" And the dude completely ignored me. I repeated myself again. Dude had his headphone on (how the hell did he managed to approach me and not remove his headphone first???). The whole gym saw me call out to the dude two times while getting 0 response. This is the same level of disrespect that you get from message left on read.
I swear on SR some people just want to piss you the fuck off/ embarrass u for no reason. I call it spiritual warfare - people doing weird shit to lower your vibration because they are jealous of ur glow...
I looked around and knew everyone caught me in this cringe situation. I facepalmed, then shook my head, sighed. I genuinely felt the disrespect.
Then I got on the cable machine and a sudden roid rage met me. I busted out hundreds of reps and I was not fatigued at all; I was in a highly agitated state. I knew the SR aggression was kicking in. Then as i was working, there were more random strangers suddenly coming to talk to me for no reason. I think by the hundredth rep in I probably looked like a crazed madman. I had this very psychotic eyes and sociopathic grin on my face while repping out tricep pushdown. There were even two people who sat there staring like how is this dude so psyched up.
I finished my set at last, and went into the locker room. The aggression wore off. The residual adrenaline made me start chuckling. I sat there smiling for no reason for 10 minutes while eating my lunch.
Absolutely unhinged.
I am not on anything. I don't take caffeine or any substance. This is probably from having too much SR energy. But yeah guys please keep yourself calm under pressure during long streaks and dont make a fool of yourself. I am just telling you how I crashed out today. Learn from my mistake. Don't take people too serious or personal - some of them sense your aura and are wired to want to sabotage you. It's a crabs in a bucket mentality that humans all have - don't take it too personal. πππ