Lately it’s been very hard for me to meditate/pray. Especially praying and believing for things I want. Because my thinking is that everything is already planned for my life; everything happens exactly as it should. Has anyone experienced this before and how did you pull yourself out? I want to be able to dream and set major goals again and actually believe they’ll happen for me in real life.

I’ll go first. My marriage was falling apart and I was refusing to accept it. I had two little kids. And then came a diagnosis ,the kind that stops you cold. The kind that makes you realize you don’t have the luxury of staying asleep anymore. I didn’t know anything about spirituality. I wasn’t raised with it. I grew up in a communist country where pain was something you buried, not something you healed. Spiritual gifts? Nobody talked about that. You just survived. You pushed through. You didn’t feel, you functioned. And then my whole world broke open at once. That was my introduction to this path. Not candles and meditation retreats. It was crisis. It was survival. It was two babies looking at me and me realizing I had to find another way. I had no roadmap. I just started walking. And somehow that walk led me here. Led me to plant medicine, to ceremony, to the deepest parts of myself I never knew existed. So now I’m asking you What was your moment? What broke you open? What made you finally stop running? Drop it below. I mean it when I say this is a safe space. Your story matters here.

I just want to take a moment and welcome you all. You’re not here by accident , I personally invited each of you because I believe in what we’re building together and I trust the people in this space. You already know me. You’ve sat with me in ceremony, in sessions, in the hard and the beautiful moments. This is just a new container for us to continue that work and to go even deeper together. This is your home here. Show up as you are. Introduce yourself below even if we know each other well, let the community hear your voice. Who are you right now, in this chapter?

Welcome to Shift & Rise Into Light Some of you have been with me on this journey for a while now ,and if you noticed we made a transition from our previous platform, it’s because we deserved a better home. A space that actually works for the community we’re building together. So here we are. Fresh start. New energy. And it feels right. This is a safe space. No judgment, no performance, no need to have it all figured out. Whether you’re just beginning to wake up or you’re deep in your transformation — you belong here. To kick things off I want to invite everyone to introduce themselves below. Share: — Your name and where you’re from — What brought you here — Where you are in your journey right now; the ups, the downs, all of it There is no wrong answer. This community is built on radical honesty and real transformation. You don’t manifest. You decide. And the universe complies. Welcome home.💚🐸🍄

Have you ever made a decision that hurt like hell but felt completely right at the same time? Not because someone told you to. Not because you were angry. But because somewhere deep inside you just… knew. And even through the grief, the confusion, the “what the just happened” there was this quiet part of you that didn’t flinch because you honored your truth . When was the last time that happened for you?