Is this real?
Hi everyone! As I continue to navigate integration, I find myself constantly asking “wait - is it really this easy? Can it really be this easy?”
The act of surrendering isn’t easy and I’m still working on it but in those moments where I do experience complete surrender, I feel a crazy sense of peace and no pain in my body. Matter of fact, in those moments my body actually feels like a “suit for my spirit” and then I just think - waittttt a minute, trusting God, remaining present, just letting thoughts come and go, and knowing that my worth isn’t determined by anything outside of myself…….is it really that easy?
It has me feeling so excited, but also a little scared just because I’m headed into unknown space after living with the mental and physical pain my whole life.
Obviously I still have bills and real life issues but whereas I used to be perpetually anxious and worrisome, it actually takes work for me to worry now haha. I find myself realizing it’s taking too much energy and it’s annoying me to worry lol so I just don’t 🤷🏾‍♀️ this is a scary place to be because ego (I think it’s ego) is constantly trying to tell me it’s not real, I’m hallucinating, dreaming or whatever.
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Kemi Okeowo
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