Resistance patterns:
- I spent 30 hours last week dedicating focus to getting a remote side job rather than putting that energy into my own work
- I called a friend with my shiny object syndrome to try and get into UGC
- I spend an hour everyday after eating my post-workout meal, watching shit on youtuvbe and procrastinating work.
My loudest self-doubt – "people don't trust me"
It's a mirror, it means I don't trust me...
Over the last 6 months, I've been in la la land, and I've been avoiding the self that I am striving to become. Not going to tolerate this anymore.