I have been feeling lots of dissociation and derealization for the last couple of weeks.
I know Abba is sustaining me but it’s kind of discouraging me this morning.
This morning I am having attacks come at me that something is wrong with my body. Which is something I can tend to worry about…what’s going on with my physical body…
I know I am healthy and my healthy body is responding to unhealthy things in my circumstances.
It gets harder and harder to endure through all this when there’s nothing I can do to “change” how I feel because I really need to be in a new location.
Only God can make that happen for me due to how impossible that is in this economy and at this time.
I feel stuck but I know I am being held.
I feel a heaviness on my heart today that feels so crushing.
Oh and not to mention how HUMID it is in Ontario right now…that crap alone puts me in a bad mood.
Last night it was 90% humidity.
I’m like 🤮
I need the SNOW ❄️
Anyway…thank you in advance for praying for me ♥️