The word no doesn’t mean anything anymore I never feel safe stepping one foot out the door He left me laying there like I was dirt on the floor I feel like dirt on the floor Night after night I scrubbed myself clean But I guess being assaulted was just part of my genes What I would give to finally feel clean I wish I didn’t have to hide this anymore I want to be seen But I don’t I don’t want people to see the pain I can believe no one saw the life drain right out of me I yelled out a beg And I yelled out a plea I promise you all that I didn’t agree But I didn’t say no Not that word exactly But I said it as stop And i said no more I said let me go And I cried while being held to the floor No one knows what happened that night But it’s engraved in my head But I didn’t expect that what happened would happen Because he was my friend