The word no doesn’t mean anything anymore
I never feel safe stepping one foot out the door
He left me laying there like I was dirt on the floor
I feel like dirt on the floor
Night after night
I scrubbed myself clean
But I guess being assaulted was just part of my genes
What I would give to finally feel clean
I wish I didn’t have to hide this anymore
I want to be seen
But I don’t
I don’t want people to see the pain
I can believe no one saw the life drain
right out of me
I yelled out a beg
And I yelled out a plea
I promise you all that I didn’t agree
But I didn’t say no
Not that word exactly
But I said it as stop
And i said no more
I said let me go
And I cried while being held to the floor
No one knows what happened that night
But it’s engraved in my head
But I didn’t expect that what happened would happen
Because he was my friend