Oct 26 • General discussion
Relax or not.
This week I felt very energetic. I prioritised my Uni assignments and handed everything in way ahead of time.
"That must feel amazing", you might think. Well I thought so too.
Unfortunately it didnt. It felt good telling my Parents. It felt good telling my Friends. But at the end of the week I felt oike I could have done more. Like I could have finished the exercise sheets completely.
How can I be proud of things while thinking that I could have done more.
It sounds super depressing. There will always be more to to in 24h hours.
My Girlfriend said, that I need to relax and be proud of the things I did. Not thinking to much about how much more I could have done.
I said that I was proud but i felt like I rewarded myself to much at the end if the week. I spend the whole Friday afternoon playing Valorant (a Game that I am not even good at). I felt bad.
I thought to myself that instead of gaming I spend my time learning a sklill that I could sell or selling a skill I allready have. I could make some money during Uni.
Another option also would have been to study more to go through the lectures of the day again and repeat the Stuff from Uni. This would get me in a COMFORTABLE spot to pass all the exams.
GOOD WORK NEEDS TO BE REWARDED.
This week I rewarded my early assignment Hustle with a couple hours and fun with friends in Valorant.
I wonder if it feels better if i get rewarded by someone else. Let it be Money from a Job or a good grade from Uni.
School felt "free" until now. Well of course I was happy passing my Matura and finishing Bez. But it felt unfaillable. Being 1 out of 300 people to fail Kanti felt impossible.
Now Uni 40% fail the first Year. Seems scary.
Well.
I know that there is a way to "unscary" these exams.
The way is practice.
I want to think more for my future self think about how can I make life easier today for myself tomorrow, in a week, a month, a year, a decade.
If I and YOU get into that grindset. What can stop US?
P.S.
Dont loose track of fun and appreciate th moment. DOT PRESSURE YOURSELF TOO MUCH. There always be more to do. Be happy. Plaing Valorant and having fun with friends is okay. JUST BE AWARE.
Do what you WANT. Do what YOUR HEART WANTS.
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