I’m obsessed with you, it’s true, you might not believe me, but I need you, I crave your hugs and kisses, I wish I could have them, But you don’t live close to me, so I just been craving them. I wanna be with you all the fricken time, sleep,hug and cuddle time, your only mine so your stuck with me, I’m not leaving anytime, so get comfy. I love you tons my dear, so please don’t get annoyed of me. You’re the only one I want in this reality.

I don’t smoke or drink, been clean for a while. I’m starting to feel better it’s amazing, thought I’ll never change, it’s funny, My mental state is okay, it’s evolving, getting better slowly, no more dark abyss to control me. I still have memories but there’s room for new ones, to improve and become better than everyone else is. It does get better I promise, I speak from experience so it’s all true, everything am speaking. Days get brighter and brings more joy, but a split of sadness creeps away each day.

I know it’s her, she’s the one, she’s different from the other ones, she’s beautiful and great personality, someone who sees me clearly, I love her, yes I do, I won’t denie me loving you. She talks so much I love it, a voice an angel, something that’s true, speaks to me like a person,instead of acting like am nonexistent. She’s the only one I truly want, we are not ending.

It’s sad what depression does, how it kills you slowly if you let it, it’s curable, but you won’t be the same truly, depression makes you hungry but not despising everything fun or use to be fun things. Depression makes your mind unstable and overthink, it also makes you lose interest in things, you lose energy slowly, when doing nothing,sometimes it feels like your falling, falling in a black abyss, that abyss you can’t see out of, your mind gets twisted and 2 or more demons appear, telling you something you have to hear, you can’t make them go away and it’s devastating, they want you to end it, but you know you shouldn’t, their voices get stronger the longer they’re here, then until someone ends their life cause of depression, a truly sad thing to see