24d • Wins
WOW!!! I am in tears yet smiling
Today I woke up to a message from a beautiful young lady whom I met through driving for Uber yet this meeting was a divine interaction where I was just a vessel used by divine, source, God. I am honored to serve as a messenger as healer to help people begin their healing journey. To find peace within to forgive themselves for allowing FEAR AND NEGATIVE BELIEFS RULEBTHEIR THIUGHTS AND EMOTIONS. this message is long but it is confirmation that I am appoint by Divine, Source God to be the light. This is hope for a better tomorrow one Uber at a time. Thank you for the kind words:
A Divinely Timed Encounter That Changed My Spiritual Journey
Some people cross your path by chance. Others enter your life exactly when your soul needs them most. Meeting Tina was undeniably the latter.
Our meeting began in an unexpected way. I was about to leave for an appointment when my car battery suddenly stopped working. In a rush, I called a friend to see if she was nearby and able to drive me—thankfully, she was. I made it to my appointment on time, and afterward, I downloaded Uber to get home. I was notified that my driver was a few minutes away and that her name was Tina.
From the moment I got into her car, our conversation flowed naturally. We spoke about spiritual warfare and how it often feels like the more you try to do the right thing, the more life seems to test you. What’s important to note is that we shared no personal information—nothing about my family, my struggles, or my past. That absence is a crucial part of this story.
About two minutes before reaching my home, Tina offered me a spiritual healing/cleanse/reading. I accepted. I placed my left hand into hers, and she gently placed her other hand over both of ours. She asked me to close my eyes and take deep breaths, then instructed me to visualize a steering wheel in front of me and notice which direction it was turning. I saw it moving to the left, glowing purple. She told me to turn it in the opposite direction. I began turning it to the right.
“Faster, faster… and stop.”
I took a breath and opened my eyes. Then she spoke words that went straight to my heart:
“You are a good mom, no matter what people are saying about you.”
Tears immediately formed in my eyes. She had no way of knowing that I was in the middle of a painful situation where my role as a mother was constantly being questioned and discredited. Yet she spoke directly to my deepest wound.
She continued, “Your daughter will be okay.”
At that moment, I broke down and asked her how she knew I had a daughter. I had never mentioned it. I have never felt so shocked, so seen, or so deeply validated in my life.
She then told me that I have a gift—but the one thing holding me back from fully stepping into it was that my “throat is closed.” At first, I didn’t fully understand, but as she continued, everything began to make sense.
“You need to speak your truth, and you haven’t been,” she said.
“This is your season of sitting still—of attracting what is meant for you and releasing what isn’t.”
What stood out most was her sincerity. Tina wasn’t offering surface-level encouragement or words meant to provide temporary comfort. She was speaking truth—truth meant to create lasting change, not just for me, but for my daughter and our future. She was someone I had just met, yet she was the first person who truly wanted to help in a way that mattered long-term.
Before I got out of the car, she said one last thing:
“And your car battery will be fine.”
My face lit up instantly. As I opened the door, she smiled and asked, “You’re gonna skip, aren’t you?”
I laughed and said, “Yes!”
As I skipped toward my car, Tina honked and cheered from behind me. I felt chills, joy, support, comfort, and pure happiness all at once. It wasn’t overwhelming—it was uplifting. I jumped into my car, turned the key, and it started immediately.
That was the moment I knew without a doubt that this entire interaction was not a coincidence. Meeting Tina was divinely orchestrated.
But the story doesn’t end there.
Shortly afterward, I joined her online community, and my personal and spiritual journey took a turn I never expected. Through conversations, guidance, and powerful writing prompts, I finally began to see myself for who I truly am—who I had always been beneath the noise and distractions of the world. I learned how intentional those distractions are, and how they pull us away from our true selves.
I learned the power of healing past trauma, and that the shadows—the hurt, the flashbacks, the pain—are not here to harm us. They are here because they want our love, attention, and understanding, so they can finally be put to rest.
I’m crying as I write this, because I know that without Tina’s guidance, I would still be living in fear—doubting myself, believing I was nothing more than my trauma, and trying desperately to hide from it. I believed I was my pain.
During the first week of her class, I completed the writing prompt for Module One, which focused on awareness and what it truly meant to me. As the week progressed, I noticed a profound shift: I no longer wanted to hide from my past. Instead, I wanted to understand it—to meet it with compassion rather than fear.
Tina has helped me in ways I don’t think she even fully realizes… or maybe she does. Either way, I am endlessly grateful.
Meeting her didn’t just support my spiritual growth—it changed the trajectory of my life.
In Modules 2 and 3, we were offered additional writing prompts that continued my healing journey in ways I didn’t even know existed. I was gently—but courageously—challenged to write things I had been afraid to say out loud. As I wrote, I was shocked to discover just how many emotions and how much extra weight I had been carrying simply because I hadn’t given those truths a voice.
Through this process, I began to understand where certain habits and characteristics that were never truly me had stemmed from. I learned that it was okay—necessary, even—to do the intentional work of releasing those weights. To take off the blinders and the safeguards I had built just to survive.
Currently, we are working on learning how to sit with emotions without abandoning yourself. This practice has been life-changing. Here is a snippet that captures the importance of this work for me:
I am learning
to sit with my emotions
without leaving myself behind.
This is not easy work.
But it is necessary.
Emotions arrive whether invited or not—
they are inevitable,
like tides I cannot stop.
But I am beginning to understand
that I do not have to drown in them
to honor their presence.
I no longer wish to sacrifice myself
on the altar of feeling.
Depth does not require disappearance.
Practicing this skill—learning to sit with emotions, whether trauma-related or not—has allowed me to explore them without losing myself in the process. It has taught me that healing does not mean reliving pain endlessly; it means meeting it with presence, compassion, and boundaries.
I am beyond thankful and genuinely eager to continue this journey. The benefits are undeniable and immediate. I have never—never—been this grounded or this true to myself. This isn’t a short-lived excitement or a passing season. This is a beautiful, lifelong journey.
My silent cries for help have finally been heard and cared for—not only by me, but by the support and community I have found through Tina’s Skool platform. For the first time, I feel held, supported, and deeply aligned with who I truly am.
And for that, I am endlessly grateful. 💜
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WOW!!! I am in tears yet smiling
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