12d • Self Development HERE
Protecting an identity
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I am learning about protecting, protecting an identity, as I listen to the module on “ego and self image” in this course. I listen to it over and over. It makes me curious, what kind of identity I am protecting within myself?. Am I protecting a “reputation” whatever that means. Do I not want to “be seen”?. As I’m slowly meditating on these questions, the idea to hang out at a particular park comes to me. The instant I park in taht parking lot, I feel connected, reality no longer exists, it’s just me and the park. As I am writing this my mind is fighting me, trying to prevent me from writing such a thing and accepting such a concept.
Trying to get me to think about other things, not being at the park. It attempts to get me to focus not on the thing that brings me the most connection. A mental internal pressure in the mind arises. Even scanning back at this entry to make sure I don’t eed to correct anything, make sure its “perfect”.
Well if You all understand what I’m saying in this entry, why do I need to go back and edit this?
The more and more I “notice” the more and more my mind has a fit, and in consequence, gets smaller and smaller. I’m literally not doing extra here, Im just noticing and letting that be, and writing about it as we speak. Love the results Im getting from the course.
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