THe woman i mentioned in my last message, she is older. I found her physically attractive when I approached her, we hit it off when we started talking. Were talking every day now, talking about going to the beach next week
My inner parts are reacting heavily,the mind,emotions,gut
Ive felt this way with my last 2 relationships,
Internal pressure
Gasping for air
I care about this person
Shes healthy for me, conscious,makes me laugh, makes me consider a different perspective,I can confide in her ad vice versa,truly understands what I’m expressing,entreprenurial,
Worried I will have to get rid of her-ego-mind
She feels my heart (yes I asked her)
Im feeling over-reactive in the body
Very very strong
Intense with her and I
I am scared shitless that i could be experiencing something genuine,deep and real
Tug and tied like a boat tied to the dock,gut and throat,mind is still until it is given attention,then
Heart says honor yourself and let her go,am I being led the wrong way tho by thinking this?
The connection is too intense to believe letting her go is the right approach
Nothing in connection here makes sense