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What are you avoiding?

Right now, what are you avoiding? What are you trying to fill externally that could be filled within. In what way are you searching backwards? Meaning, subconsciously trying to fill a void with anything, but your consciousness. God fills the void. God meaning truth. Awareness. The infinite observer beyond this experience. Beyond your thoughts. The quantum field of infinite possibilities. The void. The paradox.

“All growth essentially comes from awareness”

——a quote I read in a book but don’t remember who said it.

I began meditating 5 years ago. A slow, but steady practice that has rapidly evolved over the years. I could say meditation has saved my life, but that doesn’t feel accurate. More as, meditation showed me who I am and what I am capable of. Over the years, my meditation practice transformed as my capacity for presence increased. The more stored trauma/subconscious blocks/fears——-illusions I’ve faced, the less external structure and guidance I need. My authority comes from within. The infinite now is all that exists and our thoughts are what block us from our true presence——-God. I say God as blanket term for what cannot be described with words, but only with direct experience of remembering/experiencing the vastness of who you are. You are free when you transcend your mind. When you remember who you are beyond illusion.

I no longer force myself to meditate in any sort of consistent discipline. I just follow what I feel in this now moment. It’s sort as if I’m always meditating as I maintain the observer state by focusing on my breath/presence. It’s the fastest way to evolve as I am constantly facing my fears/illusions by knowing my breath is the only thing that is real. Meanwhile, I’m able to let go of limiting beliefs or any thoughts that don’t serve me as they arise. Its definitely taken discipline and dedication to get to this point, but honestly everything is easier now as I perceive through neutrality. And awfully silly lol. And frustrating and overwhelming. I still experience life like any normal person, but I don’t allow any excuses to hold onto things that aren’t mine. I let go of it all and feel everything as it arises. I practice non attachment, which allows me to be led by the love in my heart and excitement in my soul.

However, I still get sucked into the matrix. I still find myself entertaining fear. Yet, I’m always evolving. Going backwards on your evolution is not possible when you adopt the mindset that everything is always working out for you. When you align with the idea that the universe is forever conspiring for your expansion——bringing you lessons, setbacks, obstacles to further your development. To give you something to master or new to try. That’s why everyday is a dub when you live in love. Probably my favorite thing I’ve made up. Or God channeled through me. I credit nothing to my ego, as I know that all things come from God. I credit my success to God. I may not be successful as of now in society’s terms as I am not yet financially free or in relationship or even out of my parents house. No career set up. Nothing really from an outsiders perspective. You could say I’ve been in a rut. But, really the universe conspired and forced me to drop everything and surrender to the divine, which has led me here. To these beautiful souls that are on my vibe. Who align with my mission. Who get it. That we are the creators and we have the power to co-create a magical future. To collapse timelines and align with love. To stop entertaining fear and raise the vibration of Earth.

May this serve as a testament of the power of love. I know one day I’ll look back at this transmission and laugh at the journey I’ve been on. It’s only just beginning 🙃

❤️♾️

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