The voice of a student from New Earth University

Dear community,

I have been part of this field for five months, and those who have met me know I have poured my heart and soul into it from day one.

If I am taking the stand today it’s because I notice shadows arising from the collective. I’ve tried reaching the people in charge privately, but have received no response. I’ve tried to leave the container, yet life keeps guiding me otherwise. From what I understand, this message needs to be witnessed collectively, and I trust the wisdom guiding this transmission.

Before anything else, this isn’t a call out. I am not looking for a fight. I hold sacred the principle to never put another at stake. This situation is a great opportunity to cleanse the collective consciousness of its own suffering.

To receive my words with peace, one must first accept that we are all carrying conditioning, unless I missed an Eckart Tolle in the room.

This is our chance to alchemize, to rise, to lift the frequency of this world. Let’s do this <3

Here are what I witness as conditioning patters reflected by the masculine in our field. Below are behaviours observed within the leadership of this container. I name them not as blame, but as mirrors.

Casual homophobia : Twice I witnessed the word “gay” used as an adjective to describe dance or expressions of affection between men. If love and art are “gay,” count me in. Still, it’s essential that we remain conscious of the language we use, especially when it concerns already marginalised communities. Language shapes perception, and casual remarks can unintentionally reinforce stereotypes that many have spent lifetimes working to dismantle. In a space that claims inclusivity and awareness, we must hold ourselves to higher standards of sensitivity and respect.

Sexism and lack of professional ethics : When I joined the University I was observing balance. Today, the reality feels different.Qualified women, licensed therapists and trained space holders are offering their time, emotional labour, and expertise without financial compensation. Meanwhile, self-proclaimed facilitators, men with no equivalent credentials or therapeutic background are being paid, even when their active involvement in the field has decreased.
This is not simply about money, it’s about systemic bias. The feminine continues to be undervalued while the masculine is rewarded for visibility and confidence rather than competence. That is discrimination. Beyond the question of fairness, it raises an even deeper concern: ethics.Unqualified facilitation in emotionally charged containers can cause real harm : re-traumatization, dependency, and confusion about boundaries.Without clear structure, supervision, or trauma-informed training, the field becomes unsafe for the very people seeking growth and transformation.

Language & manipulation : Words like “community” and “family” are used freely here. Although I am well aware most families are dysfunctional, if we are building a New Earth frequency, it is in our duty to honour those terms for their meaning and take into consideration the non verbal contract it stands upon. Family is calling for mutual trust, healthy communication, mutual and self-love, presence, care and a profound willingness to put the other’s feelings of safety and belonging before our own comfort. My experience has been different. Of course those values are arguable and personal. I think it could be interesting to find common ground on how the collective defined this terms.

Quantity over quality and the risk of mass engagement : As marketing campaigns grow, genuine connection fades. Expansion without integrity mirrors a couple trying to fix their relationship by having a baby instead of healing their bond. The container is tracking numbers while its coherence stands on fragile ground. I may be the one speaking up, but I know I’m not the only woman who has experienced disrespect and neglected communication from facilitators.
A further concern lies in the way this expansion is being presented. This model mirrors the dynamics of certain events that Thor himself (in a reel call “I would never go to a Joe Dispenza retreat and here is why”), once criticised as unethical. Inviting hundreds of people into an emotional process without qualified supervision is a lack of awareness and professionalism. It is also disheartening to witness the leadership turn away from the very values that drew me here: to dismantle mass-marketing tactics within the holistic arts, and to restore depth, intimacy, and authenticity to spiritual work. More members will never bring depth to this container. Only true accountability, honesty and coherence would. I had hoped that this field would have embody at first quality of presence before quantity of clients. Yet the last few months, presence and emotional support vanished. Calls have been postponed or cancelled without notice or explanation. Communication has grown inconsistent, leaving students feeling like add-ons to someone else’s agenda. Such dynamics leave me with the idea that in order to receive what I’ve paid for, devotion must surrender to authority. This is not aligned with the principles of ethical, embodied leadership that was sold 5 months ago. It’s the repetition of the very hierarchy I came here to transcend.

Dishonour of Ancestral Wisdom :Terms like “ceremony” and “activation” are sacred. Used by those without the lineage or initiation, they become tools of manipulation. In this context, their use is a distortion of ancestral and traditional practices. Language once reserved for sacred service are now reused for marketing influence.What is being at play here is a form of black magic : influence and power dressed as light and liberation, where awakening becomes a product rather than a process. To attract vulnerable individuals during a period of deep psychological and energetic transformation without maintaining the highest therapeutic standards is profoundly unethical. The awakening journey is one of the most delicate thresholds a human being can cross. It is marked by disorientation, surrender, and trust. To guide others through it requires humility, training, and awareness. Without these qualities, facilitation becomes exploitation and emotional predation.

Let me repeat: this is not about judgment or punishment, it’s about acknowledgment and redemption. I understand that because of our human conditioning of duality and separation, manipulative and abusive patterns aren’t easy to face. Yet it is rewarding once we finally do and embrace them with Love. Loving them doesn’t mean trusting them. It means bringing awareness so they can transform into strength and stop unconsciously leading our actions and behaviours. Which to me, is essential if this container wants to respect the main value it says standing upon : integrity.

Maybe some of you are thinking… “Relax, it’s just a game”. The big theatre of life, right?

Yes, life is theatre, but being born in one, I can tell you, theatre is sacred too. And more importantly, for now it’s all we got.

Life is who we are and if we are not holding it sacred then we are dishonouring ourselves.

I am not interested in making this heavy or dramatic. If all actors are ready to play their part, this can be quite a playful time. Although, I won’t lie, playfulness doesn’t mean painless, it means finding grace within the pain and turning wounds into art.

I’m not claiming “The Truth”, only mine.

My first intention is to raise consciousness, to lift the veil of denial, because that’s where darkness feeds.

I have no program to sell. No “next step” to follow. I don’t have a 9 days challenge to lead you towards salvation. I hold on to the believe that my own map can never become anyone else’s territory. You’ll have to draw your own.

Still, I recognise that these words may bring some confusion. And I have witnessed some people with important emotional instabilities in the community. For that reason, you are welcome to reach out and I’ll share the names of qualified, trustworthy facilitators who can hold space and guide you toward your own sovereignty.

The second intention is more personal : fifteen years ago, I faced violence and didn’t yet have the tools or confidence to speak. Today, the expression of that violence is different, but I owe that younger me a voice. Back then, I disappeared, letting an entire school believe I was the problem while witnesses chose denial. This time, I make my truth visible and I give this community the opportunity to live up to what it proclaims. Although I’m having a hard time to understand how any man calling themselves “leaders” are staying hidden from the women they hurt. They are many ways to kick someone out of a program. The most manipulative is the one I am facing here today. And that’s why I have no other choice but to withdraw myself.

I don’t have two million followers, but I have integrity, faith, and a legion of angels at my back. So really, if reading this you started to feel sorry for me, you can tell your mind to rest. I don’t listen to judgment or opinions. I read and resonate with the souls. The guys in charge have felt my fire, may they remember it, and recognise the wisdom carried in this message. I am well aware this is asking from them courage and humility. Two qualities I once deeply felt pull toward when I signed in. Or was it just a shit show?

If these words are silenced, so be it. To make sure it’s not being erased, I will send it to some individuals in the community, trusting the matter will be taken seriously and higher standards of professionalism and ethics will rise from this new perspective. As I said, shadows are arising, not too much harm has been done, YET.

I’ll finish by saying that for me the lack of care is a reflection of the numbness of the heart. That’s why despite the emotional disturbances this field has created, I hold no resentment. I know the taste of pain numbness hides, it’s not an easy one to embrace. I also know greater forces are at play that’s why I choose surrender.

Dear community, I see you, I feel you, I honour you and I wish you all freedom and sovereignty.

My door remains open to genuine spiritual expansion, should you ever meet me there.

With unchanged love.

All my blessings,

Lou Kacen

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