How to remember , how to elevate and regulate . The more I discovered , the more I felt lost but I was actually learning and felt I needed to know more , I thought I could to it by myself , with like minded people I felt there stronger connections with wha I looking for . I always felt a bit lost perhaps but little by little is finding myself with the right understanding. The 2 beautiful video I have watch recently that made me felt connected is Carl Jung talking about addiction and how to recognize your shadow and the Akashic record where it gave me so much answers about our understanding of life, my life didn’t start with when I was born but it’s more ancient than that