Life’s a trip · New Earth Community

Life’s a trip

When I’m feeling like this, I need to write. I have one week left here. Currently staying in a room in my dad’s front yard…doesn’t feel like home at all. I feel a bit misplaced, but I always have. I’ve realized I’m incompatible with my family. I used to feel like they had some sort of vendetta against me, until I realized I genuinely just don’t fit in and it’s not anyone’s fault.

I grew up without affection and I’ve realized that that has fucked me up. I am reluctant to open up. It’s taken me almost a year to open up here😆 I’ve chose to stay in my own world instead of complying to the world. The damage is catching up as I realize that I don’t want to be isolated anymore. I want to know what it is like to have close connections and people around me who I am able to trust. People who lift me up. I’ve always been the one to uplift others and I am grateful to be here because I’m finally have others to uplift me🥹 I don’t think my soul has ever been properly seen before coming here so thank you guys❤️

I love you all and appreciate your patience and support.

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