A small part of me ✨🫶✨ · New Earth Community

A small part of me ✨🫶✨

So here it goes , a small fraction of the life I’ve lived on this planet so far .

From a very younger age I knew I was different, I felt it deep to the core . As a child I wandered if I had been adopted as the family I had were so different. I lived through a childhood that was far from gentle , I went through things no child ever should .

I then ran away from home at 15 to the place I would later come to call home . It was there I felt like I found my people , we had community and so much love . I felt like I belonged for the first time .

Of course no place in this planet is perfect but from what I had lived previously to that, this felt like it was .

All my life I have said to friends that I’m not from here , that this isn’t my planet and where I’m from it’s just peace and love . This is something I feel deep to my core , I get deeply saddened and hurt by things that happen here , how humans treat each other and how far gone a lot of it is .

I have recently been through a huge tower moment and as much as it hurt and felt so painful at the time I am so very appreciative of it as I had to dig the deepest I’ve ever dug into myself and heal so many parts of myself I thought I’d healed .

For the first time in life I did it alone and chose to do it alone , I’ve spent nearly a month away from all friends and creating a safe sacred space at home to sit with myself . I finally found inner peace and a new found strength within ✨

Now my brain is quite I feel as though I’m in limbo but I’m not worried or concerned, I’ve fully surrendered to the universe and put trust in my path becoming clear when it’s meant to be.

If joining this group means being a part of creating peace and love and all round loveliness for a better world then I’m all for it .

If you took the time to read all of this , from the bottom of my heart thank you 🙏🫶🙏

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