Today is a hard day as many has been I lost my mother 04/01/25 since she physically left a big part has too… my depression has gone to all time high and I don’t know where to start to heal or even accept the fact she is gone…I’m trying not to grieve in a negative way or pick up bad habits but this shit hurt really bad… Then I loss my mother in law 30 days after to cancer 🖕🏽🖕🏽🖕🏽🖕🏽cancer it’s so hard to grieve her when I can’t stop thinking about my mother… life is really lifing right now and I’m just in a dark place and I know she wouldn’t want this for me but I didn’t want death for her so here where I feel alone trapped with anger and so may questions signed a grieving daughter