I passed!!! ๐ I have NO idea how! Does not feel real.....
That test was... I don't even know what that test was. I feel like I dissociated through the entire exam.
The only thing I kept whispering to myself was, "Think it through," just like Marilyn @marilynthescientist always says. Meanwhile, my internal monologue was just the F-word every two minutes. ๐ I was fully convinced I was failing the entire time!!! I mean THE WHOLE TIME. I almost walked out๐คฃ I felt despair self-deprecation you name it but.....
I clicked Submit, a few words I barely even comprehended appeared on the screen, and then I saw PASS. Ten weeks of nonstop studying paid off!
Afterthoughts: I despised my program director and basically lived at school five days a week, 8 hours a day for two and a half years. It still feels like a fever dream. But somehow I made it through......