Today I went on a long drive through the woods after we had that session with Toni and Andrea. It felt so good to be out there with no reception, away from the city. At some point I ended up at an abandoned house. The house was destroyed and vandalized. As I walked back to my car I saw a plant🌱 / flower 🌺 just sitting there in the middle of an open field. This reminded me of how life can be beautiful again. How life doesn’t have to stop after losing my son. It was a reminder that in the midst of all this pain and chaos I carry inside my chest, there is still hope and beauty in me as well.