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Not feeling great
I'm not doing too well atm. It's 7pm Tuesday where I am. It's been a very lonely day. Probably of my own making.
I try to reach out to my friends and family by staying in touch and staying "interested" in their lives. I check in on them and show an interest in what's going on their lives but tbh, it's not reciprocated. Maybe theyre to scared to ask? I don't know. Even our daughter, who is travelling Australia with her husband just messages me in response to my texts. The text to her aren't about how I'm feeling just taking an interest and sending the odd photo of what's happening in my life, and keeping her up to date with her mum.
Eileen has been in care for 2.5 years. She's stable atm but is non verbal and unable to do anything for herself. It almost feels like friends and family are "bored" that there's no news. I very rarely post on Facebook but I did months ago for Eils b'day (and our wedding). An old work colleague messaged me to say that when she sees a post from me that she assumes the worst. Wtf. Are people just waiting for news that Eils has passed and then just turn up to her funeral. Then what?
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