Hi, I’m Azhan. I’m 18 years old, and I recently completed my intermediate
And honestly, I hate studying
Not learning, Studying.
There’s a difference.
The moment I open a book, my brain starts behaving like I haven’t slept for five days. 😭
But give me a laptop, and suddenly I can spend six hours learning something completely random that nobody even asked me to learn. And that’s basically how I entered the tech world.
Around three years ago, I got a laptop.
I had no plan, no roadmap, and honestly, no idea what I was doing. I just started trying things.
Different things
A little bit of everything. I failed at a lot of it. But I also succeeded at a few things. And looking back, I think the failures taught me more.
Because when something works, you celebrate.
But when something fails, you sit there staring at the screen, questioning every decision that brought you there. And eventually, you try again. That’s probably how I’ve learned most things in my life.
I’ve always been interested in a lot of different things.
Psychology.
Human behaviour.
Business.
Politics.
Series
Technology.
And, of course, football.
I’ve been playing football since sixth grade. I don’t get as much time to play anymore, but whenever I get the chance, I still do. Because some things just stay with you.
Personality wise, I’m also a slightly confusing person. I’m an extrovert. But I’m also an introvert. If you’re someone who talks a lot, I can talk to you for hours.
But if you’re quiet, I can become extremely quiet too.
So I’m not really sure what I am maybe I’m just socially adaptable. When I was 15, I was also interested (and abhi bhi honn☠️ ) in hacking. And once, while I was working as a web designer at my uncle’s company, I made a very stupid decision.
I somehow hacked one of the client's websites... And completely wiped everything.
The entire website.
Gone.
I was 15, curious, and clearly not thinking very well. I got a very serious scolding. And honestly,
I deserved it.
But I still remember that incident because it taught me something important Just because you can do something Doesn’t mean you should.
Over the last 1 year i thing, I’ve also been part of a community and working with the MV team.
And I genuinely feel like I’ve learned more during this period than I did in the first few years of being in tech. Not just about technology.
But about business, people, content, and how the real world actually works.
I also tried content creation back in 2022.
I was going to make vlogs and reels.
And, obviously, I was going to beat Irfan Junejo.
That was the plan. The confidence was there. The dream was there.
The only problem was that I had absolutely no idea what I was doing. So I stopped. Then I tried again. Then I stopped again. And if I’m being honest, the biggest reason wasn’t a lack of ideas.
It was fear. Fear of being judged.
But eventually, I realised something.
People are going to judge you anyway. So you might as well do something you actually want to do. That’s why I’m trying content creation again. This time, I want to build a personal brand.
I want to share what I’m learning, what I’m building, what I’m trying, the mistakes I make, and the things that work. Because I don’t have everything figured out. Honestly, I’m still trying to figure myself out.
And maybe that’s the most accurate way to describe me. I’m an 18 year old who is interested in too many things, has tried too many things, failed at quite a few of them, and somehow continues to try new things anyway.
I don’t know exactly where all of this is going.
But maybe that’s okay.
Maybe life isn’t always about having the perfect plan.
Maybe sometimes it’s just about trying things, making mistakes, learning from them, and slowly figuring out who you want to become.
I’ve failed at things.
I’ve succeeded at a few.
I’ve made some questionable decisions.
And I’m still trying to figure myself out.
This is me trying to do that in public.
If you want to follow along...
Welcome.