Okay i understand i need to own my mistakes and no i do not do that i blame others most of the times i know i sometimes allow others to hurt me or use me just because i love them and then blame them for doing that to me
But the reality is that they owe me nothing, i did it out of love. I allowed them to treat me the way they did just because i was afraid to lose them and i guess thats the worst thing that someone and do with their heart and their soul