🥹 Feeling RUBBISH ?- please read · Expert Coach Certification

🥹 Feeling RUBBISH ?- please read

November/December were super tricky for me. I lost my umphhh 🥲. I didn’t want to function…

truth is, I’ve effectively spent 3 years regaining as much mobility as i could. I lost 30 kg … could move more, had lottts of MENTAL STRENGTH 💪🧠

Then all of a sudden… I reached a 🥹 WHAT’s THE POINT …in all this moment????!

In my twenties I accomplished a dream of 🏝️LIVING ABROAD 🌴 for university- with a wheelchair, i OVERCAME CHALLENGES… lessened my anxiety in order to live their more relaxed 😎 lifestyle

Recently, i felt a failure…. You see- 3.5 years ago, an OPERATION rendered me bed bound and severely depressed 😔. I had fought.. became stronger through exercise- but, what for? I needed ANOTHER AIM/PURPOSE 😘😍

Whilst I was on a HIGH in September- i booked to SOLO TRAVEL 🧳- first time in 20 years!!! Subsequently, spent the following 2 months having what felt like DAILY MELT DOWNS .😣😢

HOW COULD I DO IT???

I was too DEPENDENT

TOO ANXIOUS 😬

TOO WOBBLY IN MOVING

WHAT IFFFFFF?

Intrusive thoughts came back 😕

I nearly gave up on myself…..

THERE WAS A PIECE HOWEVER;

That knew if I QUIT… ❌❌❌😵

I’d regret it…

STAY TUNED 😘 FOR PART TWO!! ❤️❤️❤️

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