I want to start off with a little joke. Y’all, is it possible to be slow in the spirit like we can be slow in the natural? Because if it is, that might be me. 😂
But on a serious note, I had to repent recently. While I was meditating on the Word, the Lord showed me the difference between doubting His Word, believing it but still living like I didn’t, and truly believing it enough to live like it’s true.
I’ve said that He’s my strength, my rock, my provider, and my safe place. But it hit a whole lot deeper when I felt the Lord prompting me to really sit with what that means. If I know He’s all of that to me, why am I still worrying or trying to do things in my own strength?
That’s when I started to see how much fear was still guiding my choices. It broke through the rebellion I didn’t realize was there, and the fear I knew was there.
I hope it’s okay to share this here. I just wanted to be transparent with y’all about what the Lord has been showing me.