Merry Christmas to the life I’m living the one I once only prayed for in quiet moments the one that found me when I was tired and taught me what whole really feels like My husband so amazing so bright a light beside me steady and warm the man who feels like home who makes ordinary days feel holy who reminds me love can be gentle and strong at the same time My beautiful kids my laughter my purpose my heart walking around outside my chest their voices fill the rooms with magic their hugs heal parts of me I didn’t know still ached I look around and realize I am not missing anything I am not chasing anything I am standing inside everything I’ve ever wanted This Christmas I am grateful this New Year I am complete my life is beautiful because love lives here and I finally feel whole