Huuuh. This was hard. I wrote about something that's been a struggle for a few months now and today something happened again regarding that situation and I felt the same emotions I've been feeling for all of this time. I felt all of them again while writing about it, it was tense. But while I was approaching the end of it, I realised what I should do to help myself and be there for myself so my mood shifted. I turned towards myself because I abandoned myself in this situation to indulge another person. Now I'm taking care of that part of me that's hurting❤️