21h • Advice Needed
Inner Child Play and "Artist Dates"
I am in a conundrum and a dilemma with myself, or parts of myself.
I am trying to be more of an artist and less of a drone, and last week you saw me do lots of art as an act of service to myself.
This week I am struggling to find a suitable activity or game to play that I will enjoy, that will be good for my soul / inner child and will be healthy for me.
The current expression of that is a yes/no to purchasing a video game on my laptop.
If I were in the UK I would have lots more of my stuff to play with and enjoy and explore and make use of without having to spend money to do so (I already own video games on a PS2 I love and have Warhammer minis to paint etc). But here in Italy where I am for the next three weeks I do not.
So do I buy the game for £16 or do I tell myself to wait.
Fear is standing in the way and fear says "you do not have an income, you cannot afford to buy a video game you might not use more than a few times. you must be frugal until you have an income"
And fear is decidedly a BUMMER, but I cant seem to look past it and find a way to spend the money, nor can I find anything else to do that is free and enjoyable. I am stuck.
Any advice?
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Inner Child Play and "Artist Dates"
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