It seems like the universe is telling me - or people are showing me - that healing is a large part of this process. When we say “driving excellence” it’s like imagining you are going 100% in perfect momentum towards your dreams. Everything that takes you out of that “100 %” is what basically people need help with - which is why we go into coaching. The coach helps you fill in the gaps. And sometimes it’s you or a past version of yourself - you are healing and activating that part of yourself. Sometimes it’s helping a potential client or audience or follower. Sometimes it’s them helping us - it’s a loop of support and activation. Sometimes you’re giving a part of yourself but sometimes there may need to be boundaries or limits - how much of yourself you give away but if someone is kind of in the red - then awareness is key 🔑. By that I mean intensely suffering. But there were times in my life where I was intensely suffering. There were also times I felt a lot of bliss and wellness. It’s a spectrum. When we have more to give then we show up for our community - when we need to throttle it back I think they understand that too. Anyway so far my month is still going strong - I am very intentional and focused this month - tracking all my ups and downs. Today is blue solar hand or day 9 the launch or pulse of this 13 day cycle. This wavespell was the blue storm code. So kind of a healing wavespell imo but can also be empowering. When we heal we get natural power and begin to feel more joy and self expression. To me inspiration comes from healing then alignment and activation. Everything we are doing to drive numbers on here is to manifest a relational result … whether that’s new followers new community members new prospects clients - new friends. It is a relationship energy. I have to remember that - it’s not just like a sales job or business where I call ppl all day sell stuff and make a lot of money. There is a lot more awareness on the ups and downs - the emotional check ins - how is everyone doing today? Etc

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The follow up to my last post is - ur also trying to be able to assess someone’s mental health and performance output psychically Some ppl are just suffering a lot or unpleasant to talk to - even liking or responding to the comment is a psychic link to them - if they are suffering or their energy feels “gross” then it honestly might not even be worth responding too You don’t have to do anything - your energy is sacred and your most precious resource in life I think we all are using both masculine and feminine energies all the time so it’s like 2 bank accounts For instance this spiritual group - the feminine energy felt amazing or the spiritual energy did feel very high - but the masculine energy felt totally snobbish to me and arrogant - so it’s not a fit - it’s not a match And ppl may think that about me at first glance depending on what mode I’m in lol But even when I’m in rager mode that’s not be wanting to hurt ppl that’s me wanting to crush the weakness and failure and activate my power to 100% I hope you can eventually understand that about me or maybe I have to help ppl understand this at first glance Anyway so I am imagining we have 6 charges of energy daily if we feel charged up and restored to 100%. 3 in the masculine 3 in the feminine. I am ALWAYS going to keep 2/6 for myself. And I’m also trying to be mindful of who I even interact with. Cuz if they are operating in a severe burnout or they are super depressed I mean look I have love for ya but you’re costing me a lot of my “mana” right now You can give them a small amount of compassion but monitor the thread - be aware of how this is affecting you For ppl that say they have tended to be givers but then totally get depleted or drained - Do you tend to attract very imbalanced people? Why? And is that a good life strategy? Do you think that means a part of you is imbalanced? Or how can we integrate this and have a sustainable level of energy over the next 3 months? I’m playing to win it’s a long term game - but I haven’t been as mindful as I COULD BE I’ve just been thinking “hit my numbers every day”