I was wondering if anyone had experiences with procrastination and like self anger. I believe I am experiencing anger towards myself. To me, I think it is what has stopped me from starting the anger cleanse and currently stopping me from making any progress of any sort. I wont allow myself to be angry with other people or things unless I have been angry with myself first for my own faults. Any input or advice would be welcome, I am new to "feeling my feelings" so I am excited to learn. I feel like I am giving myself, with this work in Income Rebellion, what I always wanted. Emotional maturity, resillience, control, and intelligence is my desire so ... why do I feel so reticent about handling this with myself? Like a wall I don't know how to break thru. https://music.apple.com/us/album/mad-at-myself/1675491109?i=1675491111&l=es-MX Idk if this song is aplicable really but I thought it was a good demonstration to share what my head feels like. The music hits for me but really only those few lyrics I can comprehend. I only resonate with the lyrics that I screen shotted and literally nothing else because they seemed misogynistic, but as a kid this song was my only way I knew to feel anger and Idk if I ever progressed. Thank you if you took time to read this. I hope you all have a lovely week โค๏ธโ๐ฅ Car