So the past couple of days I’ve spent a ton of time trying my best to focus on all my behaviors, things I say, think, feel and I’ve began to question absolutely everything to the point where I’m not even present to what’s actually happening around me. I’m not sure if that’s a bad thing because I really do want to be present but I’ve been trying to redirect my focus primarily on my inner world than anything because I really wanna get to the core of what’s going on “behind the scenes.” All of yesterday into last night I kept questioning and asking myself what is something I need to let go of and I couldn’t find the answer until last night as I was driving home I was so focused and it’s almost like I went into a trance? (Obviously still focused on driving as well!) But during this, it’s like something hit me. I kept seeing images of hands gripping tightly to one another and the more I thought about it, the more it became clear that I needed to let go of my adopted dad (he died two years ago) and I needed to let go of my ex. I was telling myself I didn’t feel anything left for my ex even when we broke up months ago when I moved but I unconsciously still kept gifts he gave me and his family on my socials and I still kept thinking about memories we had together and all while this hit me, I felt a wave of sorrow/grief rush over me but at the same time somewhere in the mix of that was a feeling of peace and strength. I kept saying “I let you go with love” and while it hurt to say and process this, it made me realize I’m holding onto attachments of people who no longer serve me. My dad and I were really close growing up (even though I and my mom dealt with a ton of mental and verbal abuse) from him. I still found myself closer with him than my mother. I also realized I was telling myself for YEARS “I don’t wanna turn out like my dad” but I’ve taken a real hard look at myself and see I’m repeating a ton of similar behaviors and habits he’s done that I’ve witnessed and it’s still been very difficult to navigate on how to make appropriate changes. I’m leaning more towards trying to accept that, it’s apart of me but I also been realizing I’ve been adapting and mimicking behaviors/lifestyles of new environments and people I have in my life because that’s what feels safer than having an identity/life of my own. But I’m unsure how to allow myself/teach myself safety or to be myself when I don’t know who I am

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Today I want to continue sharing the story of Gaia, Pachamama. In my previous tale, I explored Gaia as a soul, as living consciousness. Today, I invite you to journey even deeper—into her very origins. Curious about what it was like when the Earth was young… free… untouched… pure? https://youtu.be/2m8tyuVm8ps?si=dOaHQRwFtAEFJN8V Born out of Three Worlds The meaning behind this song: Before the Earth existed, before time even had a name, there was only vibration and consciousness. Everything that would ever exist already lived as potential within an infinite field of possibilities—the womb of Source. From this infinite field, Source breathed forth the very first tone, the Sound of Becoming, and from that primordial vibration, light, form, and matter began to unfold. The Earth was not yet a solid planet, but a radiant sphere of living light, pulsing in perfect cosmic harmony. Higher beings and star civilizations assisted in shaping this luminous world, preparing it to one day become a home for life. At that early stage, nothing physical yet existed as we know it today, yet life was already present in subtle, radiant forms. Networks of light flowed through the young planet. Crystalline beings carried Gaia’s memory. Ancient plant consciousness awaited its physical manifestation. Beings of fire, water, air, and earth already existed as intelligent elemental forces, while multidimensional guardians lovingly watched over this growing world. Human souls also already existed, though not yet embodied. They surrounded Gaia, patiently waiting for the right moment to incarnate. As Gaia gradually condensed into physical form, life began to emerge visibly. The first organisms appeared within the oceans as tiny carriers of universal consciousness. On land, plants spread their roots across the continents, creating the planet’s first living intelligence. Insects and reptiles became guardians of ancient wisdom, while mammals later brought warmth, nurturing, and emotional depth, preparing the way for humanity.