SELF SABOTAGE... what makes you getting split into two half 💡

Apr '24 (edited) • Shadow work/innerChild Healing

The other side of self sabotage behavior which i have realised lately, abandoning a part of you to seek reassurance from the outer world as empaths are the people who base their sense of reality on what they have been offered from their surroundings.

So, may be in past or during your childhood even if you have been raised with parents who have this pattern of being manipulative and you have been ghosted or experienced gaslighting. So what happens is when you grow as an adult over a period of time in order to seek validation from the outer world you start manipulating your own true self because back then this how you were raised and learned to operate in the real world and so you keep attracting gaslighters, manipulators, narcissists, people into your life and keep respeating that pattern.

So, then there is this you original you which get splits into two half a "wounded self" and a "conscious self" which has been always there and knew what is exactly right for you but the wounded self is driven by our "ego" based reality and we keep self sabotaging our consious self in order to seek validation from outer world and keep landing ourselves into a position where we are not happy with the decisions made by ourselves.

So, we find it really difficult in anchoring to our conscious self living life with your "heart consciousness" will help you to move ahead in your journey so always listen to your emotions❣.

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