Well, I also had this mindset of everything is against me no one loves me, etc. I had, and yet have a bit that women want to still my man and they hate me walking with a man even only a friend anywhere. You know why? Because I was afraid of my sexuality, my sensuality, my femininity my being. I was afraid of me, if I just be; I would explode and burn everything as if I am a bomb. So I start running away; from home, from relationships. I was victimising myself that they are bad jealous women that they take away my happiness🤣. Who can take away your happiness????? Only you!
That belief built up so much that they started judging and hating me even when I was alone. Calling me ugly words.
But enough is enough.
I only have power over my mind and life is with me for me, creating the life I desire♥️