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Sep 23 (edited) • Challenge Accountability Posts

Homework, part of

Homework, 23.9.26 = day one.

First, I find it incredible that there's a new, FREE challenge so soon after the Last one on this Site and I really, really appreciate the Chance to participate. I have been to some challenges already and crazily the stuff is Just getting better. A big compliment to Aaron or even to myself - I don't have the Feeling at all that I'd be "faking it 'till I'll make it". This Summer I had a breakthrough concerning my people pleasing behavior - Not to Just anyone, but for a friend I'd do anything etc. And I got Out! My "Bad" Side is known to me (I mean, "of course Not really" but I indulge Sometimes at least in some angry thoughts), now I'm then a real Villain for some people and I think I must have been that all along - or at least my "goodness" wasn't appreciated. I did anything in Case of a friendship of which I didn't have much and that didn't even Matter all those years I guess. Anyone can be "nice" and be replaced by the next one needing to be the good one. So why should I still Play the Clown for some "love interests" that Just don't resonate but keep playing their Games with me? I am doing so Well since I really recognized this, I feel Just fabulous for months now and I Just can't believe it, even there's been more conflicts (and solutiones) with some random other people. I do Not want to snap Back EVER and the strategies to reach that from other people somehow don't Work anymore. I keep seeing their patterns instead!

The biggest Insight this time was the information that these patterns should have developed as soon as at the age of Seven. I Always thought my Main Trouble started at eight...I am very curious about tomorrow. I am going to See this Just wonderful Guy for the Weekend (but we agreed Not to head for a "relationship" and I Like that!) and because we should attend Here LIVE, I will Just Close the door to do my breathwork alone If He appears to have a prejudiced opinion on this. He's really self-secure so I want to be that, too!!!!! I Wish everyone a Lot of success and much Love and acceptance for yourselves!

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Homework, part of