I need to forgive myself for trying to please everyone but Him. Being part of making a difference doesn’t mean making everyone happy. But it sure makes it feel like failure when we don’t succeed. I know the truth that He doesn’t leave or forsake us, but I find it impossible to let go of feeling like a disappointment. Prayer: God engrave in me that I am not a failure and that you have purpose for this Child in me crying out for proof that I am capable of making a difference and glorifying the kingdom. Come help me feel stable on this shaking ground of past and current pain and control by others. I know whose I am, I am Yours; but then why does it hurt so bad? Psalm 119:105 will be my light right now. I pray in Your healing and guiding name, Amen 🙏 Any other prayers or guidance appreciated 🙏 thank you ❤️