Well, I have been wanting to write this now for several daysโฆand it has brought up some various rollercoaster feelings for me.
Firstly, I felt like I lost my anti-blitz partner on a shooting starโญ๏ธ incident. I am very happy for him, though floating on an asteroid without some nunchucks to keep me occupied was hard and cold (literally - asteroids are made of rock and ice)
All that being said - today I witnessed a miracle and I want to share about it. * I till get to it at the * if you want to skip the bologna - but its good fried (so enjoy - and if youโre vegan - donโt roll your eyes - I know there is vegan bologna too - so enough with the bolognaโฆ)
I wish that I captured it, though it was one of those moments that just happens that you canโt predict.
Ever since I said that I wanted to work on my singing, I have been singing all the time. I am actually allowing myself to be heard by people around me - family and friends, and strangers.
I have not done much recording, or enough writing lately as I have been in full community, and learning mode, and actively hosting 1-2 podcasts a day to amplify the beautiful work of others and share the message of the importance of higher vision for ourselves and our world.
The other most amazing thing that I have noticed is that our daughter, Luciana, has been singing all of the time. She is constantly singing to herself, singing for us, and I often sing while swinging her and make up melodies, lyrics and songs on the spot. She has started to find moments of harmony and rhythm with me and she is less than 2 years young.
I realize that all along she is my Blitz Buddy and its just such an uplifting purpose to see her grow and find her voice.
The *Miracle*
I will preface this by saying that many things I thing that happen to us are miracles that we have normalized.
This Strong Start (I have no weekends as an entrepreneur) - we went to a cottage in Mont Tremblant for my Belovedโs Motherโs Birthday Anniversary (BMBA if you will).
Last BMBA we did a similar thing, rented a different spot in the village and went to a dinner, etc. and we had just returned to Ontario from Vancouver Island, and Luciana was about 8 Months young yet - so no singing yet;)
Today while we were enjoying the last parts of the day - a Spontaneous IRL Musical Moment occured (SIRLMM if you will).
While Luciana was climbing up a bunk bed, I felt inspired to jump into song - โIn the jungle, the mighty jungle, the lion sleeps tonightโฆโ with all the harmonies and bass, etc. and this is when the miracle happened - the whole family jumped right in.
While I was singing my Beloved jumped in with the high harmonies while I did the bass, and then her parents ran into the room and started singing while I tickled her and she wwas laughing, and Juliaโs sister in law, and brother joined in also. It was a true SIRLMM!
I still wonder what would have happened if I had just jumped into La Bamba (in honour of the BMBA)โฆand continued the Musical into the dust of eternity. Would my life have entered into the the Ferris Buller Timeline and spontaneously sparked World Enlightenmentโฆ.I may never know.
All I do know is that me singing regularly, and learning more about singing and doing raspberries and rolling my Rโs is really fmaking life lighter, and as I saw today - growing my relationships - especially with my Light, Lucianinaโฆ
P.S. On a side note - I am experimenting with the ideas for a fun themed band that really gets people moving. I was think calling the band Rโ Souls - and having it as a pirate theme - where we pause often between songs to engage comedically with the audience - saying โARRโSouls!โ Like pirates would. Can you say it out loud in front of the mirror for me and tell me how long it takes you to laughโฆThanks!
Also, I am open to other band names and ideas - I am not attached to the whole pirate thingโฆ
If it will upload, here is my daughter singing about who we areโฆ
Special thanks to for being the first one to welcome me into this space and pretending to be my anti-blitz partner;) Stay golden!