Call 2 Go to 2hrs:45min and listen again for 5 minutes. Stay curious. Holly, what a deep dive into the cracking of the seed; your heroes journey. Thankyou for your courage and transparency. I saw myself, atleast a past version, so lost and broken. Was comforting to remember the story without the sensation of negative emotion. Wow, what wonderful thorough work has been completed (within me), by virtue of the container that here is. (You are). Re live call 2 This is not anything to solve. The riddle (thinking it thru) is the illusionary deadend. The patterns are exposing the illusion. Notice the patterns, the stickiness is an ivitation to pivot, primarily to be open to recieve the truth of oneness, the helper, the holy spirit, the ultimate integration. Its love. Love Love Love. A course in miracles. Wow what a powerful call. Thankyou eternally holly. Honestly i had an experience years ago of simati just briefly with ayauasca. Where this teaching is opening to me is that. But the practise of being it without anything else now, except awareness. In and out, in and out all day long we play.