Breakthrough · Faith, Grief & Art as Prayer

Breakthrough

I am not moving to Houston. All three, various income possibilities, doors closed. I still have half my belongings in storage. Long story on this one. I am sure I will use the example in a future course.

Since my home is half-full, I am taking the opportunity to create all the studio spaces that I need.

I am setting up my recording space backdrop for my videos for YouTube, Courses for Skool and maybe Skillshare.

Still have a lot of work to do. Will get the rest of my things from storage next weekend.

Clarity of mind to set this up and plan for upcoming recording space. In process.

I am so Grateful, day 7 of liquid fast. Can’t wait to eat in 10 minutes. This is working. The main goal is, to stop releasing unintentional curse words.

I work with felons just leaving prison. Curse words are a language but it doesn’t belong in my heart or mouth. I haven’t been able to stop when I have any type of emotional response. It is implanted in my deepest parts since 13 years old.

I decided to pray and fast and keep the flow of gratefulness going.

The benefits are exceeding what I am asking for. Getting some breakthrough at work as well. My groups are truly shifting. I am more animated as well in order to keep their attention. About 32 men of various ages and various levels of crime. Various lengths of incarceration.

I am staying awake driving.

My heart is opening for more joy.

I am less tired, more alert.

The backdrop is my intuitive art processing grief for several, multiple people and multiple times. Different mediums with different expressions. Just some small persona work that is very meaningful to me.

No planning.

Some of the message is disturbing as in childhood trauma that just flowed out of nowhere. Others are grief from loosing two of my four children.

My planning for art and grief courses are developing nicely.

I hope some of you will begin sharing where you are at with your artwork and or process of grief work.

Blessings

Renee

Oh,👏 I will be working overtime for a while. Yes, it will take more of my time. But, I will be able to pay for my living expenses better.

This just happened this week and will continue for a while. They moved two of our team if four to another program due to an abundance of clients moving in rapidly for supportive program.

Prayers please. Two of us new counselors to inpatient facility will take over all programming for our Residential Intensive Substance Abuse, 30 day program.

Wow.

Still, this community program is flowing out more abundantly than I expected.

I am no longer stuck creatively❣️

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