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Permission to leave

This morning I left a Skool community I'd been quietly holding space for since late last fall.

I joined because I admired the leader's work from a distance. I showed up. I watched. In December I caught half of a live, had to step out for an appointment, and asked in the group if there'd be a replay. No response. I let it sit.

A month later, the host posted a recent YouTube. I asked again about the December replay. Silence.

Repeat in February. Nothing.

Then today, a notification. A brand-new paid challenge. Pay link right there at the top.

And I felt it — that something-is-off in my body before my mind could put words to it. I could feel the frustration rising. A $95.00 3 day challenge you can keep for two days post challenge. 2 days.

When I slowed down, here's what I realized : it wasn't really about the offer. It was the gap between what the container had promised and what was actually showing up inside it. A leader I'd trusted with a piece of my attention wasn't present for the members already there but ready to invite them to pay for something new.

I actually did write a call-out post. Wrote it out in full. Sent it — along with the screenshots — to my mentor.

Brenda’s reply back was a reset: "8.1 billion people on the planet… someone needs what you've got. Head to communities that bring you joy."

That was the moment the noise in my chest went quiet. I wrote back to her: I know exactly the kind of energy I don't want to cultivate in my community. And that was a great lesson.

Then I closed the door. Cleanly walked out. No call-out post to make my point.

After that, I sat down with the rest of my Skool groups and did a quiet audit. Four categories emerged, in the order my current season actually wants them:

Learning to build my own home community on Skool

YouTube as the primary invitation into my Skool community

Honing AI skills — so my work can reach my clients with more depth, a signal that casts further, increasing my capacity to hold the women I serve without the burnout of past seasons

Personal development, always humming quietly in the background, now that my embodiment practices are laid and I've been walking them.

These are current values. Not necessarily forever ones. My operating values are allowed to move with the season. Balance isn't the point. The point is being adept at reading what the season of me is actually asking for, and prioritizing being in response.

My filter now, before I join any Skool group: Is this leader actively present inside their own community? The ones I want to learn from give as much as they receive. Or more. Brenda meets this challenge in Spades.

If you're sitting in a Skool room that doesn't reflect your current values — or never did, and you were just curious — give yourself permission to leave. Permission to curate a space where you thrive. Where you find joy, passion, community, and maybe even models for your own space.

As Brenda said today: head to communities that bring you joy.

Because so much more comes from that inner energy of pleasure than from the exterior pressure of "I shoulds."

~ Stephanie

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