I wanted to come back to the US for so long. Ever since I was younger, something about America pulled me in. The freedom. The scale. The energy. It felt like life could become bigger here. Now I’m here, driving through states I used to only see online, meeting random people. Going to places I imagined for years. But honestly.. I kinda feel blocked. Like I expected this trip to unlock something inside me. Like clarity would suddenly hit me the moment I arrived. Instead my thoughts feel crowded and empty at the same time, almost numb in a weird way. And I think a lot of people experience this but never talk about it. You chase something for so long that your brain turns it into this huge emotional destination. Then when you finally get there, reality can never fully match the version you built in your head for years. Maybe that’s part of growing up too. Realizing no place automatically fixes your mind. Still figuring it out and still a long way to go.

HI FRIENDS ❤️ So it was a Thunder Buddy's birthday this week ( pepii we love you ) and I want to know when all of your birthdays are so we can always show you some love on that day! So comment below when your birthday is and I will add it to this group's calendar so we can come on here and wish you a happy birthday when it's time 😎 I love you guys, hope you're having a wonderful week so far 🤝