Happy Birthday to @Julie Coudé today!! ❤️ Hope you have a wonderful day girl 🎉🥳

I wanted to come back to the US for so long. Ever since I was younger, something about America pulled me in. The freedom. The scale. The energy. It felt like life could become bigger here. Now I’m here, driving through states I used to only see online, meeting random people. Going to places I imagined for years. But honestly.. I kinda feel blocked. Like I expected this trip to unlock something inside me. Like clarity would suddenly hit me the moment I arrived. Instead my thoughts feel crowded and empty at the same time, almost numb in a weird way. And I think a lot of people experience this but never talk about it. You chase something for so long that your brain turns it into this huge emotional destination. Then when you finally get there, reality can never fully match the version you built in your head for years. Maybe that’s part of growing up too. Realizing no place automatically fixes your mind. Still figuring it out and still a long way to go.

Ya boy is on US Soil😆 https://www.polarsteps.com/PepijnOttevanger/24591591-lost-in-the-states

Hey Guys! So I am planning a trip to the Uk in the fall. I plan on visiting England, Scotland and Ireland. This will be my first time traveling out of the U.S. Please if you have any travel tips and/or any places I should visit please comment! I’m open to recommendations/suggestions 😊

For the people who are interested in my journey in the states. I'll be posting on Polarsteps ( https://www.polarsteps.com/PepijnOttevanger/24591591-lost-in-the-states ) And probably on my Instagram : Pepijn.ott