Hey all! As of right now, I've been hosting parts work calls on Wednesday evenings. I know a few of you have expressed interest in joining but timing is an issue. Let me know if you are interested, and if so...is there a better time for everyone?

my brother died today- when i heard, no managers, no firefighters- just raw intense emotion- it was as truly glorious- to feel so intensely, so authentically. Gratitude to the full depth and breath of life. I am in awe of how much I can truly feel. Grief is an amazing expression of humanness-

Hey Full Spectrum family 🌈 Can you believe we’re already past the halfway point of the year? That means for most of you you've got just under 6 months left, and 18 more calls with me, to explore, expand, and support each other. Quick note for the Beta crew: Some of you are here as part of the Beta for the new Full Spectrum structure. If that’s you, your access window might look a little different: - Some of you have 4 months of access from the day you received your report, - Some have 6 months, - Some have a full year (you should know which applies to you). When your membership is up, you’ll have the opportunity to join the Tribe Membership—I’ll reach out to you personally with all the details at that time. If you were part of Full Spectrum before the Beta started, you’ll likely have access until the end of the year. Now a reminder, you’re always welcome on calls, even if you’ve missed a few (or a lot!). You are welcome to show up at any point and reconnect with us all. You’re part of this community and I'd always love to have you! Right now, we’re diving into the “Feeling More” series, which will soon flow into 'Integral Tantra' and then 'Manifesting from Tariyatita'—probably over the next two months. After that, if there are any topics or areas you’d personally like to explore, let me know! I love shaping our journey around what’s actually alive for you. I’m also excited to announce a new Golden Ticket referral program: each of you now has two 50% scholarships you can give to friends or family who you think would benefit from this work. I’ll attach the details separately below (you get extra time in here and 1:1 sessions for giving your golden tickets away)—feel free to reach out if you want to pass this gift on. Next, if you haven't had your full psychological report done yet, I have space this month for 2 more. If you’ve been curious, now’s a great time to do this with me—just DM me personally for the details! Now for a favor, if you have been with me for a while I’d be SO grateful for a testimonial—written or a quick 2-minute landscape video. These are honestly gold for me and help others find their way to this work. I'll probably message you personally and ask as well, but if you could just do it for me that would be wonderful 🙏❤️🙏

Need a little bit of a syllabus… Ive done the inner child modules, trauma, narcissm, parts work at their fuller capacity, worked through a couple colors in spiral dynamics and per a discussion in our baby Saturday group, am reviewing my report again. I am listening to “Conversations w God” also - one of my favorite books well before joining the Full Spectrum gang. Any suggestions from more experienced members or Holly. Im feeling lost. And not in an existential deep way. What class do I watch next?! hahahah

I just listened to the overt/covert Narcism series, per Hollys suggestion, but I am so far from cracking open. Any suggestions on how to feel into the pain of our patterns vs intellectualizing? I know this is the most basic problem in growth work ever but Im really hurting because I am hearing and ready to see the ways I play games and wound but cant connect w that pain and thus release. My pain stays dramatic and intellectual now raw and renewing. Very open to feedback please.