This month has been one filled with grief. Grief of loss, grief of not feeling loss as I would like to, and anticipatory grief of a loved one who fights to stay on this plane everyday not knowing how much longer they can keep going. Within this portal of nuanced feelings the consistent call in the small pauses I take is to turn to love. Love death, love family, love myself. To consistently show love and light to others. That they matter so much. I am still deep in this portal but am so grateful for my village❤️ Hold everyone a bit tighter. Tell people you love them more often than not🪽

Hi Dream Girls ✨ and we’re going to drop into the topic of essence tomorrow I’m so excited to lead my first call with you all. If you’ve been feeling a little disconnected from yourself, moving through life on autopilot, or craving a deeper sense of presence and truth, this call is an invitation to come home to yourself, to be felt by you, and to let what’s real rise to the surface. Come exactly as you are 🤍

earlier this week I had a massive activation, the most challenging one I’ve had in years, and thankfully I feel like I’ve been training to be able to move through it this whole time, especially from the work I did in neurosovereignty and in somatic sessions. I had a coding session yesterday to support the transmutation process and have felt so much strength coming online since. The numbness is dissolving just enough for light codes to start to find their way into the cracks. I’m still uncomfortable but ultimately I’m inspired by my own strength and resilience and what spirit is sharing with me. Here is an insight I am having on perfectionsim, in case it resonates with anyone! I’m sure I’ve heard this before, but some things just hit different when you see them internally 🥲 I’m also amazed and how inter connected all of the stories and “wounds” are — even yesterday I wouldn’t have thought my activation had anything to do with this because I was noticing it as the symptom of hypervigalence. At the end of the day everything is really love and fear which is wild (literally 🐅) Anyways, love you all!

Hey my lovesss💗 My name is Vanessa. 📍Miami I’m passionate about mental health , yoga , journaling , art & discovering and healing all the deep layers within myself I love the beauty of feminine expression and 🧚‍♀️ living in the embodiment of love and gratitude ✨ connection to self is so beautiful ah My inner dream girl is craving dancing , connection and sisterhood . As women we all rise 🫶 so excited!