A poem from me to you.

Im not drinking and im not drugging anymore Im barely eating not sleeping just like before Memories the guns come up im bleeding out again Memories arriving at the funerals of all I considered friend Only Dante and jake remain but there are states between us The Promise my mom made me make with GOD and Jesus So here we are mother and son sharing 1 life She grows older I know every night might be my last night I have been given the gift of LOVE from my Harley Quinn But my death is written above and I feel its end Sometimes I pray 2 God 2 not wake up Some nights I pray 2 God screaming ive suffered enough I passed a mirror yesterday questioning my reflection Ive lasted more years than I and my family expected Why cry life is Pain and only GOD knows why Pieces of me died when you died WHY CRY The peace in me fell 2 Pieces that day WHY CRY LIFE IS PAIN and I am living on a promise made JESUS WEPT and I thank him and through him my debt was paid Thankfull 4 my salvation and my faith in GOD Painfull watching my Grandads church fall apart I am just living but I am waiting on my day I am still breathing underachieving what more can I say Honestly ive been ready to go ive been ready 2 go im just ready 2 go But that promise I made with my MOM who is still here maybe 2moro we can go The bullets and Machete didn't kill me and head on collisions revealed the real me The poetry that flows through me darkens my soul and I only write these things you read 4 you 2 know Ima lil crazy broken im psycho and now you know what I know Sometimes I pray 2 God 2 not wake up I pray 2 GOD take my soul Sometimes I pray 2 god 2 not wake up So now GOD just dont let me sleep So now GOD just dont let me sleep My Brother was wrong he wasn't a creep he wasn't a weirdo My Brother was wrong and he died never knowing he was my HERO Titled: Christmas Presents BOBBY PRICE DEC 25 2025